Ideal love

People will hurt you, that is a fact. You might choose to be in denial but truth be told, you are going to get your heart shattered into pieces. I looked at my so called ex yesterday and realised that I felt nothing for her anymore. A thought came to mind as I was busy analysing my feelings, if I don't anymore were my feelings genuine? I loved her more than I loved myself but there comes a point where you say I have had enough. You see when living you have to know yourself-worth or else people will walk over you again and again. People never seem to give you their real self at the door, the thought of that actually scares me. This actually gives more reason to how I act the way I do. I'm growing up but on the inside I'm still the 12 year old boy who promised never to give his heart away to love because I really never saw anybody who was an example. I think I hate the ideal of love... Fuck it I quit!